Hi lady its been awhile since ive seen you but often think about you and you know that...
im rather sorry to hear of what happened its never ever easy for sure...an we all forget sometimes to take the precautions and thats normal...we are not perfect beings...even when we make it a habit to do what we should we can still forget sometimes.
remember, we are not perfect always and the occasional forgetful moment is something scheduled into our being
once again im truly sorry for your loss...and the empty feeling you have...things will get better in time.
